Hey

Just a quiet day in the Keane house. Our roomate Brian and I have been hanging out. Sam and I spent most of the day together- as my prorities have become taking care of him. We play,and he eats, sleeps, uses bathroom and then I finally hand him to roomate and take a break.

Hes asleep now and going to let me type. Otherwise his big eyes would be glued to this screen. I think as a mom my job is supposed to be to say"Sam youre going to get blind one day" but my eyes arent blinded and Ive been doing this computer thing sa a whiloe.

So lately in faith still dealing with a few negative thoughts, and the transformation everyday has been because Ive had to confess some very embarrassing ideas that Satan fed to me. I fear one day Im going to lose friends and my husbAND IF i keep this up. Though all are trying and are being patient with me. I have a problem with judgement, and I need help. I need prayer that God will free me from it. I do care for all of you, and praise God for your patience with me in learning to be real in my fellowship instead of a nervous aspiring friend.

John and Josh , dominique,and my lovely hubby-thank u in particular for being so friendly when I need it most