Yes, I very much enjoy Jim Palmer's writings ... he and I would be largely in synch. You can read more of my stuff here ... much of it is deemed controversial, but I've come to believe that God is love, and God is good ... and anything that would say He's not 100% love, and 100% good, simply isn't worth my time and attention...!
That's my (new!) story, and I'm sticking to it, LOL!
I love how He led you to your current mindset, of enjoying the ride - yes! It's unsettling, but wonderful. He has SO much more to share with us, if we can but bear it, and can cooperate with the Spirit leading us into all truth...!
Enjoy the journey -- I look forward to any connections in the future -- my blog link, if you're so inclined, is on my page, where "location" is supposed to be.